Another lovely breezy morning ♡

I haven't updated in a bit! Whoops!!

If I'm being totally honest, I haven't had much inspiration for blog posts.. and I definitely don't want to force out posts just for the sake of posting. I don't want to burn out too quickly.

So far this morning has been tranquil :)

I'm crocheting another pair of hand warmers before it gets too cold for me to crochet; This pair is brown and pink, my favorite color scheme ^^

I don't believe I'll do much today, I think I'll just rest and crochet since my stomach is bothering me again ☹

I might bake brownies later on tonight but other than that, I don't think this day will be particularly eventful! If that may change, I will write an update- It's only 9:49 AM after all!

Always choose kindness ♡

Currently listening: Ugly- Nicole Dollanganger

Salad for breakfast

This morning isn't as windy as yesterday morning, but it's just as lovely ! I've just finished my ceaser salad- quite tasty ^^

I'm now realizing I didn't update before bed last night.. whoops!

I started rewatching The Walking Dead for the first time since it initially aired- It's just as addictive as I remember it! I went to bed late last night as a result :< 

I've been thinking about family. If it weren't for my sister, I really wouldn't still be here.

I'm grateful for the amount of support I've received despite being such a difficult child to raise, and an even more insufferable teenager to stand. Always mopey, always seeing the worst in everything. My pessimistic mindset wasn't as cool as I thought it was -_-

Now I fear I'm a little too optimistic, but I'd rather see the good than the worst. I'm not stupid- I know the evil people that exist in this world but for every one awful person, there's a dozen wonderful people :)

I will not give into bitterness- It takes willpower to be kind; kindness is strength.

It's so easy to see the bad, because the bad is everywhere. But to see beauty in ugliness takes energy that does not replenish easily.. it's an exhausting mindset but I will never regret behaving the way I do. I love humanity, and everyone deserves a chance!

Turning against one another won't solve anything, to be separated is to be weakened. Humans need community; any life on this planet needs community.

If we were to join together, we could defeat the awful things of this world. Together, we're strong ♡

Currently listening: Promise- Alex G

Lovely breezy morning

So far this morning is lovely! It's perfect out, it isn't too hot nor cold. It's sunny, but there's a breeze that comes and goes. The leaves are yellowing and fragile, they move with the breeze :)

I've never felt August like this before, the wind is warm and the air smells of sweet wet soil. I'm grateful I'm staying in Virginia for the last few days of summer, it never feels this beautiful in DC.

For breakfast I had a sweet cereal that gave me a stomach ache :( I should've had a bagel sandwich instead.

A stinkbug just landed on my knee! He's enjoying the breeze as well I suppose.

I really can't think of anything else to mention! I feel clear, I'm enjoying this weather, there's nothing bothering me in the slightest. I will write an update before bed, and this time I will actually definitely totally remember to do so this time !

Currently listening: I wouldn't mind- He Is We

Things are looking up :)

Lately I've been a bundle of anxiety!

Unsure of my future.. I've been studying medicine for the past year now. I'm not a strong woman; if I'm being totally honest, I'm a coward. I freak out at the slightest Implication of injury, how in the world did I think I would ever be a competent accessory in the medical field??

I've been thinking, I'm more capable of handling a few overactive children so that's what I've decided! If I were to strive towards a degree in early childhood development, I'd be taking the curriculum offered by the New River Community College in Virginia.

Not only would I have the ECD degree, but I'd also have knowledge in medicine :) Which is more than beneficial when working with children.

For the first time in a long time, I feel as though I have my head on straight. I feel clear and sure of my decisions.

It's getting late soon, I'll write another update this evening before bed. It won't be easy, but excited for this journey! I'm grateful to have a clear mind for once 

Currently listening: Speed trials- Elliott Smith 

Hello!!

In all honesty, I have no clue how to start this. I've never had a proper blog before, it's quite intimidating.. 

But it is something I want to try :)

For most of today I've unfortunately been doomscrolling :( This is one of the many things that prompted me to create this blog! 

My goal is to become more present in this life, it is the only one I will live and the only one I will remember; I want to treat it how it is- Precious !

This won't necessarily be a "marketable" blog, it will very much be a candid and messy blog- More comparable to a journal than anything else ^^

While this blog really won't be anything special, I hope you enjoy your stay!

Currently listening: Mt. Washington- Local Natives